why did you make me care?

Why Did You Make Me Care?

Beck Song Reader  –  Performed by Hey Ocean!

Why did you make me care?
Make me want you there?
Leave my arms both bare
And break my defenses.

How could you make me feel
Like I couldn’t feel
What I thought was real
Was one step from senseless?

Time falls asleep
While I’m trying
To keep from crying
Over all the lies
That you told while I was just left behind
To drink down the dregs of you.

Why did you make me need
What could only bleed
Just a heart you feed
With some pretty poison?

Where should I keep these tears?
In a thousand years
Will they disappear
Or be an ocean?

Time falls asleep
While I’m trying
To keep from crying
Over all the lies
That you told while I could have almost died
And drank down the dregs of you.

 

 

One thought on “why did you make me care?

  1. Great song. I really like your writing and I hope it has helped to heal you. It helps me to read your story. My DDay was February 11, 2014.
    Much love to you and your kids. You sound like a great mother.

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